January 2011
omg i am listening to the cribs for the first time...
mmmmmmm.
naice.
k, need to sober up :( i have college tomorrow, at 9. and with sian who is a moody bitch and i have no smokes, SHIT. i am going to die tomorrow. WHAT DO I DOOOO!
IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR I CAN FEEL YOUR POWER
JUST LIKE A PRAYER YOU KNOW I’LL TAKE YOU THEREEEEEEEEE.
thelovelystray said:jealous.
i’m not at all jealous, i drink too much now but i like it amd hate it LOL
fml, drunk by myself.
been casually drinking for quite a while now and am about to poor myself a glass of wine. i never do this, WHAT AM I BECOMING?!
drinking lambrini and strongbow while sniffing...
on a college day, i sure know how to be classy.
so just getting ready to go out for a meal with...
going to make them buy me some wine with me meal seeing as like james said “i’m an alcoholic to some extent”.
but had a fucking hilarious today though. my friend ronna bought some snuff because she is trying to quit smoking and just ended up doing lines of it, it looked so nasty.
totally not sitting at home listening to material...
fucking best weekend i've had in a while
on friday night i went to claire’s as she had a free yard and she invited like 20 or so people over for a drunken gathering sorta thing, and james was so fucking drunk it was actually HILARIOUS! then he called me an alcoholic. LOL.
then last night i went to the pub for some love lyrics, hate racism gig thing and met this wonderful guy called jayson who did these amazing poems and we all...
wescreaminsilence asked: omg char "that girl hugged me"
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going to stop being so goddamn deep
and leave my fucking house to go and meet nina… and then other people and go the pub! woooo, imma get so wasted… like last night. what is my life? D:
every day seems to go past slowly
and things i should remember i don’t. life is passing me by and i feel like i’m just an onlooker.
casually just getting ready
except my tits keep falling out.
brusies received from last night
one above my fanny from walking into a door knob.
one bruised bum from falling into the bath tub while try to have a private conversation.
one cigarette burn on my hand which i don’t even remember getting.
and just general aches and pains all over.
i need to sort my life out. ahah
when applying to work in an ICE-CREAM shop
WHAT THE FUCK DOES ONE WRITE AS A PERSONAL STRENGTH?
i don’t like ice cream so i won’t steal any?
LOL OMG HELP?!
“there’s pride in wanting to die, i think i’ll give it a try” she said, “i can make it on my own but it’s so hard to be alone when i die i’ll be alright”
it hurts.
We just have to act like everything’s fine
– Naomi, Skins.
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dear diary,
mood: apathetic
have you ever seen the last person you kissed without their shirt on?
yuuuup
do you believe the last person you kissed still cares about you?
hope so.
who was the first person you saw this morning?
no one, wasn’t up in the morning.
was yesterday fun?
just another day really.
what were you doing at 1 in the morning?
watching a film named candy
are you a jealous person?
...
all i seem to do is cry
self sabotage.
going to watch candy,
it better be good. god i am expecting me to cry seeing as it’s a romance as well, i’m terrible i cry so much. why am i so soppy it’s embarrassing D:
i am ironman.
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4 and write the sentence here:
she tossed another hapless stone into the pond, “i really don’t want to kill an animal if i can help it”
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What’s there?
half pint glass ;D
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
watched that drugs one on the bbc about cocaine.
4....
i'm sticking with you cuz i'm made out of glue
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my brother started crying because my room...
this is when you know you are ever so slightly fucked up if your brother CRIES about your room, LOOOL. gotta love satan though!
ever so slowly losing my mind
just got back from king lear @ camden roundhouse
it was actually quite good, at one point they made it so there was actually “rain” on the stage which was pretty fuckin cool.
eating to make yourself feel less empty.
you think you're stressed?
your problems are fucking next to nothing.